You admitted it yourself when you said that you didn’t like involving yourself in other people’s lives. So much so that you have never learnt the meaning of treasuring somebody. And somewhere along the way, I sealed up more of myself before you, too.

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Despairing at the amount of shit to be done, this is me now aaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhhhh and everytime dread plants itself beneath my skin I feel like holding my hands in the air and turning right round / self retaining appeals alot at times like this / if only lit werent such a troublesome subject